About Julie Ressler
When
I read biographies, I want to know “why” and if
that person gained or lost by being interesting enough for anyone
to want to read about that life. I am only interested in the “who,
what, where, when” if it illuminates a lot of the “why”.
To choose art is to understand things differently than other people,
otherwise anyone could do it. This difference separates and isolates.
What makes that aloneness worth it? Why not just be ordinary? Well,
almost any of the artists I have known, myself included, look faintly
puzzled or pained, amused, angry, resigned but answer uniformly
and reliably, “ I just can’t do that. I have to be
me. I just have to do this thing”
I feel that way about my painting. I see life as a series of paintings,
whether I am writing or setting up a party. The “practice sketches” for
this statement are an entire essay. I have always been this way.
People
tell me I have a joyous palette. I do. Color has power that is beyond
understanding until you see its effects. The Fauve Landscape Exhibit
at the Metropolitan Museum of Art in New York in 1991 was a perfect example
of this transforming
power. The night was bitterly cold and rainy. By some miracle we had
found parking on the street and traffic had not been terrible, but we
were all really uncomfortable and exasperated by the time we got rid
of our coats and umbrellas. My husband, a stoic museum-goer, even at
the best of times was with people he did not care for and the evening
was looming into never-ending tedium for him. I could see it clearly.
He was just about to not say a word.
We navigated the brackish, beige stairs to the second floor. We turned
the corner. Instantly we were seized by the fabulous reds and oranges,
blues and brilliant yellows, turquoise and purples that these men made
into
their joyous palettes that had caused them to be called wild beasts or
Les Fauves in the early 1900s. Their passion grabbed our faces and kissed
our eyes over and over again until we were soon gasping, “Look
at that! Have you ever seen that color before?” We were pulling
each other from painting to painting. Very soon, our tired faces were
transformed to that special clarity of wonder and renewal of being in
color.
As
an artist I think that “Reality” is misunderstood. People
say, “Get real!” They mean see the worst, say what’s
hurtful, paint what’s ugly. Is despair more real than joy? I prefer
to embrace the sunrise, smell the flowers and love my family. I believe
in a vigorous life process. “The Scream” by Edvard Munch,
Picasso's “Guernica” and other great works give us an awakening
and a frame of reference we didn’t have before they were painted,
but if a person hangs pain and misery on the walls, if those negative
sensations greet even the most fleeting glance, then that becomes the
awareness. If there are positive luminous images then our thoughts are
refreshed. We should examine our focus. Is the glass half full or is
it half empty?
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